God, heal my dark circles and eye bags plss :(

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Hello peeps. I've been busying to prepare for my final exam. It's really near. Sigh. The nearer to my exam date, the more stressful i feel. Period came and i feel so lazy and tired. Cause it's a lot and i can't drink cold water else it'll be pain. However, i still had my coffee ice every morning as usual. Coffee is so addictive. It gives me energy and so do my cocoa collagen. Can't live without any of these. My aunt those used to laugh at me for drinking collagen so young at my age. But actually research and those famous taiwan tv show (nv ren wo zui da) said that girls should start using anti-aging products at the age of 18. So i'm considered late to start now. Don't laugh! Because prevent is always better than cure. Imagine when all ur fine lines n wrinkles pop out and appear, then you just dying to look for skin care to cure it, it's too late! Unless you go for skin surgery! or inject botox! 

I would spend my money on skin care and healthy products as long as they are good and works for me. For this cocoa collagen, i've been drinking for 1 year ++ i cant remember. It gave me energy and whenever period come, i dont feel pain. Unless i drink cold water during period. Then of course it does. Besides that, my skin is much better as they are from Sahara and i'm like in air cond place for 24 hours. It won't crack like last time. If i apply vaseline, it will double the work and skin extremely smooth! 

Anyway, that's not my point of today. Haha, bit out of topic. Okay, i've been sleeping at 3am the earliest for the past two weeks and my eyes are screaming for help. I know my friends do burn the midnight oil too and they are even more crazy that they actually sleep at 7am in the morning. So i'm here to urge every night ghost that it's really important to apply skin care day and night as well as drink as much water as possible. My skin is still so nice and smooth but my eyes, so terrible sucks! The eye bags n dark circles, so omg serious n terrible. But i have no other choice. I can only study at night when the sun set and when all the people fall asleep. That's ma style. And it works.

I promise that i'll try to sleep early and take good care of my eyes once exam is over. I am only 21 years old. Bt i guess my eyes are double of my age. Haha. Anyway i've asked bf to buy me chicken essence. Hope my eye bags and dark circles will disappear someday as soon as i wake up :D God, do you hear me? :D Have a nice day everyone. XOXO!

FINAL EXAM is around the corner :(

Bought Honey stars and kit kat to stimulate my brain. What an excuse.

Presentation Day (crap. until today, i'm stil nervouslike hell whenever i speak at the front although i've known my classmates for long.Hope i can overcome this. If u were to hold my hand by that time, u'll thought i'm dead.)

oh ya, did i mention i went n get my passport done on the same day after presentation? however it takes 5 working days to proceed. I changed my IC too as the chip is spoiled. I think IC gonna takes 2 weeks time to proceed.

Should i chop off or trim my annoying hair?

Ignore the messy background.

At popo house.

On the way to class. Notice my hair color started to fade. should i dye another color instead? i wan purple red instead of reddish brown this time =) will dye it before cny ^^

Fatigue look after a week of sleeping at 3am every day.

Zebra?? Nah, just a props heading to Astro main office. =) 

FML, exam is around the corner. However, thanks god that i'm determined to study and get A this time. =) I dun wan to study in last minute anymore. That's scary, although it may works for lazy bum like me. =)  3 subjects in short sem is crazy. Especially when 3 of these are all theories, graphs, and nd to raise examplessss... Gosh... Luckily the exam timetable is perfectly planned as 3 subjects fall on 22,24,and 26 November, 8am to 10am everyday. Worst thing is i need to wake up by 5.30am to ensure i wont be late to exam hall as you know how jam is LDP in the early morning. Mum asked me to get chicken essence and drink it whenver i burn the midnight oil as well as early in the morning bfore exam starts. :D Can anyone sponsor me?? haha i have any other things to spend on (new phone, skin care, clothings, bags, heels, etc). God bless. 

Group assignment issued can be raised when one of the group members have no responsibility or do not coorperate at all. For me, even how lazy or unwilling i am, i'll still produce a good work as firstly, i dun wanna pull my group members into trouble because of me, and secondly, it is relating to what marks i'm gonna get too. Sigh. It drives me crazy and i seriously cried because of this. Sorry for my frens that i've scolded (esp L.Y) hehe and ppl that i've treated them bad during tat period. I do not mean to do that and it's my fault sorry. 

I cant expect everyone to understand my situation as they r not me. True and sincere frens are those who wil cherish you when u're down, correct you when u're wrong, support you whenever u nd help, understand you even without words, no prejudice, no betray, no jealousy, no backstabbing, and finally not MEAN at all. For those who treat me sincerely, i'll definitely treat them the same and love them sincerely. I'm very simple girl. I wont curse those fake dramatic bitches(of course previously i did, but not from now on) because i do believe in karma : what comes around, goes around. They'll observe this one day. 

Always bear in mind this proverbs : See no evil, Hear no evil, Speak no evil.

The best way to prove to those losers who look down on you is by actions as ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. Showing off will only proves that you're arrogant. If you're showing off but u manage to achieve what u've said, good for u. Otherwise, u're just a joker that makes yourself look funnie, hilarious, ridiculous, and idiot. Be smart =)

FAILED

 It was Wednesday noon. Actually i had an interview before 3pm but due to the busy boyfie had so many appointments, i cant make it on time. This job is actually for december motorshow. My Rm2000 gone. Then, when boyfie came home, we went to hospital UKM? if not mistaken..around cheras midah there to visit grandpa. Grandpa was admitted to hospital due to the liver tumor or something like that. Luckily, now grandpa has ord gone home and don't have to stay there. God bless grandpa, grandma, daddy, mummy and all of us can live until 95 years old, with a healthy body condition pls. Amen. We accompanied grandpa in hospital from 3.30pm to 7pm.. then went dinner with grandma. 

While on Friday, i had another interview at 11.30am too. But due to the long break, my day and night twisted. I slept at 3am the earliest and 5am the latest. Idk y my brain is so clear even if i went on bed early. I keep on twisting like 2 hours then only fall asleep. serious insomnia. I set alarm at 9am but when i woke up it's ard 12pm =( I felt so guilty man. I loss another rm250. FYI, i'm so desperate to look for job is because my baby boy's bday is coming. I was planning to get him the Armani Exchange belt. God did help me, by giving me so many opportunities to get good pay job. But i'm the one who dont appreciate and missed all this chances.

However, God is kind and forgiving enough that he blessed me with another job. This job is on next Thursday until Saturday. Lucky thing is that they only need two girls for the event and me & Becky are both selected to work for this job. According to them, since we both know each other, so they do expect us can perform the job well. Thanks God and thanks Veronica (the person in charge) for giving us this opportunity. The pay is not like very good, i mean still acceptable. 8am to 6pm , Rm150 per day. But the good thing is they pay on the spot. =) =) =) It is so hard to find a job that pay on the spot nowadays. Received their email yesterday that they provide us a room to stay at Marriott Putrajaya so that our energy wont be drained off because of travelling before the job starts. After we both discussed, we rejected and said we'll be driving ourselves. It's more convenient for both of us actually. Can't wait to work with Becky. 

I have 3 assignments that need to be done during this break time. Yesterday night, finished my econ assignment at 3am. Today, which is Saturday, i must finish my Finance assignment. But it is so darn hardddddd and difficult..... Blogging at this hour while the boyfie is now at Kepong Brem Mall to do his things. I'm so hungry.. I dont care i must drink pearl milk tea on Monday. I'm craving for it for so long d. I can't live without that drinks. =( Fattening.. Anyway will try my best to finished all the 3 assignments before Monday. =)God bless me. That's all for today. I guess. Love you peeps.

Random Photo Post

Chatime @ Pavilion. A lil disappointed. Had this, pearl milky tea, their best seller. Love the pearls but not the milk tea. I js drink half, then felt like vomiting. Sorry.Really not my cup of tea =) (i prefer pasar malam's milk tea, what a cheap ass i am, haha)

Nothing better to do when stuck in jam. So, cam-whoring as usual.

My new love, Minnie pencil case. Thanks mum

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LOL. LV bag , designed by Ruby . LMAO

My Minnie Pencil Case and Bottle

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Me in stocking. I'm like old folks, having super duper cold legs like dead body, so mum ask me to wear this =(

Baby boy with Lil Carmen

Super adorable Carmen

Carmen before hair shave.

After hair shave, like a baby boi nw. =)

Baby Boy with Baby Carmen, i believe he will be a good father in future =)

Miss u lil Carmen.

Happy Days with Mum n Sis

this is just random pic of me and boyfie.

The preggie Mum.

Skinny Sis n Fatty Mum <3

I Love teasing them!

Outfit of the day

Had breakfast at Pavillion

mum bullied me =)

Mum likes waterfall

Weather sucks

Mum came on last wed. Dont really have time to accompany and entertain her as i had class. So she just stayed in house and do some simple cleaning for me on Wed n Thurs.

While on Friday, i went to pick sis up after my class then we went back home and had dinner. Went out to Pavilion and Times Square on Saturday. Was so pik chek cause it was bloody packed in Times Square. I hate it because it make me feel dizzy n here come my pik chek. !! haha. Went out around 8smthing in the morning then reached home at 3pm. Went out dinner on saturday night. yummy yummy... 

While on Sunday, went to Sunway Pyramid to buy some stuffs, then had dinner at Restaurant Yuen Buffet. I put on weight again cause i had so many chickent wings (about 10?) i cant remember. hahaha. Then send sis back to Suriamas, n mum to Damansara her fren's house. Mum's flight was on Monday 2pm but the boyfie was not free to send her off to airport. So mum n her fren took cab to airport.  I miss mum now =( Hope she can deliver the baby healthily and safely. God bless mum! 

Missed quite a lot of classes.. =( Hopefully i can stil catch up with the lectures. God bless me too! =) God bless everyone pls!! =)

That's all for today. XOXO peeps.

It's My Bitch's Birthday

Chung Kang, Jing Xian, and Damon

The photos we took using my cheki~

Blurr.. I need a better camera ^^

The Bday Bitch <3

Pretty and Sexy Becky

3 of us camwhore in toilet

Us again

See i'm inside the photo =)

Damon n Darl

Chung Kang, Damon, Jx, Ruby n Becky

It was a simple celebration as many of our classmates couldnt make it. 

They all had their own planned. Was planning to have Korean BBQ but cant decide which restaurant to go. End up, we went to Redbox Sunway Pyramid for buffet dinner. Ooopss forgot to upload flyer's pic. 

Other than the frens above, flyer attended too. What a good friend he is =)

I didnt buy her pressie yet cause i'm so broke this month. Will get her something when i get my money ^^ 

Welcome to the 2- World. No more 1- for u! hahahahahaha. Love u bitch!