21/03/2010

Nothing much to blog recently =) been so busy for completing my assignments n also tests... life is soo hectic... 

18/3 was my elder sis, Melissa's birthday... i'm pretty sure she had a blast as she wont missed out this big day of hers.

While on 19/3, it was my little sis Deborah's bday =) my parents were sad that couldnt celebrate with her.. so they asked me to represent them n bring her out for dinner...any dinner will do and also give her a big ang pao =) but both of us were busy on 19th..so we postponed the dinner to 20th.. which was las 9... 

Yesterday..i woke up at 6.30am... to go for the kpp driving course... idk y every saturday if i wake up early sure flu... serious flu not the normal sneezing.. make me feel super tired n eyes couldnt open.. then went to the stupid talk frm 8.30am till 4pm... effing boring but as fren said..once in a lifetime...lols..so i js bear with it... then pick up sis n went back to our hse.. i took a short nap frm 5pm to 7pm as i js slept for 2 hrs the day before... i couldnt sleep... the dogs' barking is so scary n horrible...recently they kept barking like this around 11.30pm til late night... i couldnt fall asleep at all i tot got ghost =( i keep praying then fall asleep finally but it's like 4am? 

We couldnt decide where to celebrate her bday..end up we went to Restaurant Kha Wa @ Bangsar for korean food again... spent rm144 for 3 persons.. it's quite far as after i googled, i found that korean food is quite pricey n it's impossible to get this price for buffet... =)

We arrived like 9.10pm n the waitress told us last call ord...they close at 10pm... so we quickly sat down n ordered a lot of meat...n finished around 10.30pm..we were the last table who left the restaurant =) everyone's full likeee vomitting soon.. me either... then send sis back to sunway then we go home.. online till 2.30am then slept around 3am =)

FYI, i still have another assignment to be completed by today... wil start doing it to9.. quite simple i guess =)

P/S: congratulations sis deb for getting 9As and 2 Bs in her SPM... i feel so shame as i onli get 4 As.. =S keep it up and do better ok? xoxo ^^

nnnnnn i finally got my Cheki... it's cute but i feel heartache to use it cause it's really darn expensive.. =S..... anyway thanks mummy, dear, and Jay for sponsor me the Cheki =) i love u all ^^

heart-broken again

i need someone to hug now... heart broken the second time... 

i'm wondering how many hearts cn i break? 

i seriously need to hug someone.... someone i trusted.. 

i dont want to tell anything..just let me hug n cry on ur shoulder... 

i couldnt stand of this anymore.. it's hard to pretend i'm tough n strong... 

oh god... how can i focus on my study in this situation ? dear god.. 

pls show me the right n bright way.. my life is getting into darkness.... getting into hell..... 

save me from this hell pls god!!!! i really want to give up this time... 

i'm too tired n i think i deserve someone better to pamper me n love me sincerely...

sorry for the late update ^^

I'm in love with this Cheki instant camera. However this is the mickey limited edition... Very hard to get it in Malaysia. Even if can get it also very expensive.... =( it cost me a bomb... Can preorder from singapore seller..However still over my budget..if convert..it cost about rm400 for mickey edition..and rm270 here for normal pink edition... so much difference as they r actually the same model..just one is printed in mickey design... I will go for the normal pink edition.. The film 1 box=10 pieces= Rm25.. Rm2.50 per photo..so expensive.... i will use it wisely n onli for special occasion.. i'm going to get this new toy very soon!! will blog about it once i get it... =) cnt wait!!!

This photo was taken on last sunday which is 7th of march.. B bring me to eat korean buffet as he ord promised me since few months ago.. but keep postpone n postpone.... however... we din eat much n i dunno y don really have the appetite... it's Rm48 nett per person and eat all u can... i ordered one kimchi soup , wagyu beef...and a lot of other meat...cant even finish...  but i managed to finish my kimchi..love it so much.....

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Tried my best to put all the meat into my stomach...but failed..then all go to b's stomach... haha... damn full until cant even move..... but seriously all the food r yummy yummy.....slurrppsssss......

Cam-whoring session

This is taken when we're on the way going back home

last photo of the day.. that day was really not my dad..we fought...we argued..we broke up...we reconciled...but still..my heart will never recovered..a scar left on my heart..which i will never ever forget wad he said..regardless he spoke it frm his heart or with no intention...facts is facts..he has hurt me so deep... will slowly taking back my love...it's not worth...i think i'm too crazy in love..i put all the effort in love instead of study and work.. I owes give him priority... but this is stupid... i'm blind in love.. the person who really worth-loving...will never made u cry... but he does...many times.. i owes been scold for effing small matters... wth..mayb i shud start finding another road for myself... we talked yesterday..about what has happened this week... i said i'll give u 2 options..1) if u wanna let me go..then pls settle me first (as in accommodation) as a responsible human. 2) if u wanna save this relationship..then pls behave urself n never ever hurt me again... He din say anything n we both know...this love is cracked.. i shud just be a fool in love...so i wont get hurt... i rather to be an idiot in love that dont know everything..cause the truth hurts.. i'm not being emo but i'm js expressing what's in my mind... mayb i need more outings with frens.. when i dont hang out with frens..i'll focus on him more n i get hurt more..p/s: thanks daniel for ur advices and being my patient listener.. i feel like release a big stone after telling u... u're really good fren =)xoxo

Forget about the unhappie things... =) on the 9th of march(tuesday), we have an excursion to Silver Bird company... they r the High5 bread manufacturer...we went in 2 big bus of our uni... i think around 80 ppl participate in this excursion..along with 2 lecturer... the lecturers keep cam-whoring...imagine 2 middle-age man...keep playing with the camera..so funnie n cute..haha...anyway it was a happy trip..... =)

This photo is taken inside their hall...they played a clip about the history about bread... their walls decorations r very egyptic.. like went into a pyramid..haha..

 

This is taken right before we enter the museum..they dont allow us to photograph in their museum because of the so called p&c...shitttt.... we paid rm15 but cant photograph...really suckss... my lecturer said previously all the excursion r free of charge..this is the first time student need to pay for this...ridiculous... FYI...i dont like high5 bread... not nice n delicious...i prefer GARDENIA...owes my first choice...if no gardenia i rather not to eat bread...than to buy other brand like high5..haha... we also went to the place where they manufacture the bread..the working condition is awful... 30degree..it's super hot man..no aircond... all the workers r foreigner from myanmar..indonesia..philipines..vietnam..because the wages r so cheap..around rm500 per person onli... this is torturing..!!  

 

10/3 Wednesday  During the 4 hours lunch break... me, urnaa, ruby,pey on, and lee yee..5 of us..went to a korean cafe which is called THE STREET CAFE... it was our first time went there.. the photo above is a coffee ordered by urnaa...i found it's cute cause i nvr see something like this... haha... have to wait the coffee extract to drop out into the cup..then pour into the cup filled with milk... we waited like 5  minutes for the coffee to finish dropping...lolss... taste like nescafe..she said.. lolss.. then they ordered the korean bbq chicken while i ordered korean bbq beef... come with free kimchi..(my love) =) both the bbq chicken n beef r so yummy!!! n we get to know that student entitled a 15%discount.. after bill, each of us have to pay like rm12.. so still ok.. once in a while of course..if everyday..i guess i'll broke very soon...

The pink color cap..is the free gift from the boss..the boss is a very good looking korean... he gave each of us one and we can choose from many colors..all of us choose pink except urnaa..she choose purple.. he said he'll give us again for our next visit... i want to collect all the available colors.. will go again next tues/wed =)

End of the post..thanks for reading ^^

broken

my heart has torned into pieces..... my heart is shivering... i'm so scare...  

so scare to live with someone i tot i know..but in fact not...

meaningful post i saw frm facebook~

我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你， 我不想再碰到更好的；

我 不是不会对别人动心。 而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；

我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，

能 在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，

世界上好的人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。

即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我 的，但却是我最珍惜的，

缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。

有人说：爱，是一种责任。

现 在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子

现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。

除了已经习惯，爱到 深处之外，

应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧。。。。

即使有些没有走到最后，也不必责怪谁，美好的不一定是结局，



还 有过程，爱了，就爱了......

不是寂寞才爱，只因爱才寂寞。多了一份牵挂，多了一种思念。

3/3/2010

suppose i have class at 10am every wednesday... but i overslept( not really overslept but lazy to wake up)

so i didnt go to CSC class...10something..fren texted me n told me we had a replacement class at 9am... 

i was like... effing...shit!! i totally forgotten!! then, i continued my sweet dream..till 11.30am.. 

woke up n took breakfst... i read from magazines.. they said research has shown that ppl who dont take breakfast can gain more weight than ppl take breakfast.. 

i know breakfast is very important but i dont have tis habit... mayb tis is the reason y i'm hard to slim down...even though i eat small portion n 2 meals per day.... so i'm gonna adapt this habit today onwards..... =) oh ya, back to topic.. my next class was on 4pm...so i was planning to go around 3 something... 

then again my fren told me today we have a talk about the University Hertfordshire which attendance is compulsory~~! i was like wth again!! how could i forgot again!! stupid brain!!

then promptly i go n take shower n reach there around 2.10pm..not so late cause the talk started 2.00pm.. then finished at 3.30pm..  after that me n urnaa we went to buy soya(been craving for it for so long but the uncle never come). 

I asked the soya uncle: how come these days didnt see u around? he answered: oh..i was kinda busy tat's y.. me: aww... i tot u've earned enuf?? *laugh uncle: no girl..money is never enuf for everyone =) 

so true!! haahha . after bought..we went to cafeteria to buy hot dog to eat...

mouth itchy want to bite something! haha.. went in class early.. chit chatting with the girls...

boring finance class again.. somehow,today we have a good news frm him..

next week he gonna bring us to visit HI-5 (the bread) factory.. =) nice one 

haha i remembered when i last doing tis was in kindergarten... feel so happie !! 

we gonna play in the bus n in the factory!! hahaha...cant wait for next tuesday~~ 

next week is matta fair... they offer a lot of travel package.. cheap accommodation n flight...=)

gonna check out for cheap trip ^^ 

ok i shud stop here.. talked a lot of craps.. haha.. waiting for food to digest..then pom pom n start my revision =) have a nice day peeps =)muackkksksssss

2/3/2010

just got home... was sweating lik h*ll... but if i go pom pom now..i;ll sweat again very soon later... 

cause sis's room dont hav aircond.. sigh... how can she survive????

i estimate it's at least 38 degree celcius out there.. everyone must be melting.... 

burnt lotsa fatssss today... walk here n there non-stop... to settle my loan application thingy...

then accomapany urnaa to transfer money to thailand... thanks god!! at least i did an exercise..haha...

feel so happie today~due to many reasons..... ^^ oh ya...sorry des for ffk u again... next time k??

4 hrs break in between tomorrow...might either go to library or fren's hse to do revision...

i have  a  test on thursday ....  easy tough one ....(humble-ing) recently daddy keep calling me..

again i feel pampered and warm.. i miss them so much!! 

oh ya...thanks to MR.CK for driving me home today.. i save 10 bucks.. =) 

oh ya...the singapore trip.... i'm still hesitating..whether to go in april or may..

cause my semester break is in end of april...but the singapore sales starts may...!! 

how to decide ah? goshhhhh..... =(

hopefully i'll find solution and decide asap.... 

good night peeps....muackkkss....   

♥

1/3/2010

Finally submitted my CSC assignment.. guess wad? 

my ass due at 12pm today and i passed up sharply at 12pm? lucky? yes..i'm lucky.. 

however, i swear to myself!! i wont do last minute work anymore!! this is a really bad habit!! 

it was soo rush and mess.. for the upcoming assignments... 

i will start doing little by little frm today onwards.. 

i feel like..i've lost my direction.. no more passion, and low motivation... 

Today a very old fren of mine chatted with me.. He is Daniel Lim. 

We known each other like 5 yrs ago? we worked together before. he is very kind n friendly guy.. 

we treated each other like brother n sister. 

somehow, when we left our job, we seldom contact each other.. 

even though he's in my msn list.. we seldom  chat (or mayb cause of most of the time i'm appearing off9).

I was appearing on9 js now in msn.. n he chatted with me.. 

he told me he bought me something frm taiwan. it was really out of expectations.. 

yes, he did call me to meet up with him when we were back in hometown but i ffk ~

the point is.. i'm not surprised of the gift he bought.. but is the sincere heart as a fren.. 

i feel pampered n yes i can feel that my frens stil care me although i seldom contact with them... 

He is Daniel~

Anyway i'm waiting for another Daniel to on9 n do me a favor =)

I noticed that all guys whose name is Daniel is very nice n good looking guy!! 

haha...so girls..if u wanna find a good bf..give priority to the guys named Daniel ;) *joking ^^