heart-broken again

i need someone to hug now... heart broken the second time... 

i'm wondering how many hearts cn i break? 

i seriously need to hug someone.... someone i trusted.. 

i dont want to tell anything..just let me hug n cry on ur shoulder... 

i couldnt stand of this anymore.. it's hard to pretend i'm tough n strong... 

oh god... how can i focus on my study in this situation ? dear god.. 

pls show me the right n bright way.. my life is getting into darkness.... getting into hell..... 

save me from this hell pls god!!!! i really want to give up this time... 

i'm too tired n i think i deserve someone better to pamper me n love me sincerely...